too small if you ask me.

open.
clear.
no privacy whatsoever.
gets dirty, and when it does everyone can see.
well i've hated this town for too long. always wanting to leave every chance i get. i thought about this. this weird hate i have for here. and then i thought about who i would be without it. i would not be who i am today. that is for sure.
i would not have laughed as much.
i would not have cried as much.
i would not have learned how to entertain myself and friends as much.
i would not be as confident as i am.
and i would not love like i love.
fear consumes me a lot. i never really trust. that is not one of my stronger points. im scared of being safe. im scared of failing. but here. right now. right now i feel safe.
mm. emily, you are so much wiser than your years would tell. God has called you right there, right now, "for such a time as this". being sensitive to the holy spirit on you even now, even in hollister, ca is so huge; he has put you there for a purpose.
ReplyDeletei love you, dear one.