The weather normally, i have found, reflects my mood.
Today did especially. It was hot. Miserable. My legs stuck to the seats of all 3 classes i had today. I lost my sunglasses and so i squinted all day. At break there was only a little bit of shade on the quad so we all were sweating. Second block was stuffy; it felt like New Orleans. Gross. Then lunch was twice as hot. And then in third block as i walked in it felt cool and refreshing. I was wrong. the fan died 4 min. into class.
Some days just are not the best. Some people are disappointing. But the thing that is frustrating to me is that you would never have thought a day in October would treat you like this. Same goes for some people in life. You never even imagine that someone who claims to love you and be there for you 24/7 will be so quick to burn you.
This October is lacking in wind. It's lacking in the sweet smell of rain on the pavement. It's lacking in excitement. It's lacking in love. Sometimes maybe just like this October, my life will be lacking.
