Friday, May 15, 2015

Desperation and separation lead to conviction

Your words are like rusty razors.
They cut me exposing raw, vulnerable skin but also leave an orange residue that will infect me. 
These veins will heal over & I'll think I forgot, but the words you spoke over me are embedded in my bloodstream. 
Like I'm over this
&
the scar has faded but your voice still haunts every cell count that's counted. 
Rushing through telling me
there's 
no 
purpose. 
My mind is held captive & "stage four" is a virus built coffin, chemo are its nails & radiation the dirt. 
You claimed you were an angel & promised life with one bite. 
You opened this door & drove 3 nails into that t-shaped coffin. 
Itching & withdrawing from what I thought was light, 
I guess Sometimes we're taken to be proof of the Light. 

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