Just Not The Same

to break a promise.
to be who you claimed not to be.
to talk about me behind my back.
to be fake.

I watch you be this "new you"
I see snap shots of the life you have made.
I get that you want to fit in
I understand you were not happy.

Being this new you, is it working?
Are you happy with the people you claimed once to hate?
How does being two sided feel?
Do you even remember who you were?

I remember the old you.
I wish you could find them.
When you do,
let me know.