I should be cleaning my room.
My phone is ringing and my mom is calling.
But i'd rather be writing.
I don't know what it is about this but i just feel like my feelings mean more when written. I feel like after i say them i can't take them back, so if i say it: i mean it.
Well, today marked something pretty important to me.
To be completely honest i did not think that i would make it to today.
But look, Heyy here i am.
I looked today straight in the eyes and said, " the past is not today, and he is not him. "
Today marks one month of dating someone.
And no i don't want to be that sappy girl who is all emotional about her relationship. I don't go updating my Facebook status:
"Oh my gosh, best boyfriend ever" Ect.
But what i will say is that i feel safe. I feel like God lines up everything so well. Yes, i have been hurt in the past...but isn't that part of this whole gig.
Earth was never sanctioned to be a perfect place;Heart break is inevitable in a fallen world.
But what can be done is that you can find people who bring you up, not tear you down.
Coincidentally i found my best friend.
Yeah, i didn't grow up with him, and we dont have a ton of history- but regardless it is natural.
Laughing.
It's something i do a lot with him. It is just easy being with him.
And i know for a fact that he is a gift from God. He is here to make this season more bearable.
I do not know what the future holds,
but right now, in this moment:
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