Have you ever just felt safe? Safe when you know that realistically you should not be;like you're in the middle of a hurricane, safe and serine. That's how i feel right now. There are so many things going on in my life right now.
Fears.
Hopes.
Laughs.
Tears.
Everything. It's been an emotional roller coaster lately. But God gives and God takes away.
I felt like He didn't really know what He was taking away from me. I felt robbed, hurt and so alone. I went to my friends, i went to His word & i went to Aubrey. I cried, i prayed and i came to a conclusion.
He knows. He knows my breaking points and He knows my struggles. Yes there are times where i just feel like all the weight in the world is on my shoulders, but then...then i just stop. I drown everything else out so that i can just breathe. Then i realize- He has it all under control.
In the midst of this hurt and this pain, God sent me someone.
I don't know how long they are here for but i do know that when i'm with them, im safe. I know they want the best for me and that they care.
I can't wait for the future to be my today...but at the same time, i just want to capture every moment with a Polaroid.
I am not always happy, that is the truth...but i will always be joyful.
There is strength from every wound, hope in every tear I've shed and lessons that come from everyone that's fled
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