Wednesday, March 21, 2012

space bar confessions

im a broken record and i know that.i get hurt by the same things and i fall in the same holes.
I trip over nothing and i cry over everything. there has always been someone though who has made me feel safe; there has always been a safe haven with one individual.
19.
i'm sorry for my rants. i'm sorry for my tears. for all the drama that i pulled you through. for the anger and the cries. for the comments ive made and the mistakes i have chosen. for the fights that ive caused and the hurt ive induced. im sorry that i worry and im sorry that i panic. i know that youre here its just distance is my fear. im sorry that im open and im sorry that our talks are shorter than theyve been. im sorry for these words, i swear theyre not meant to hurt. im sorry for confusion and silly mistakes ive made.
19.
im thankful for forgiveness. for your smile and your grace. im thankful for our savior who has blessed both our fate. i thankful for our past, its made us who we are. im thankful for our memories, the smiles and the tears. im thankful for two vibrates, it means you have more to say. im thankful for miss-placed anger and the swims that follow that. im thankful for my comfort when all i am is tears.
im thankful for this # 19's so dear to me.

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