in the middle of it all. i stop.

Senior year so far has been amazingly crazy.
AMAZING because...
i have phenomenal friends.
i am learning how to stand up for myself.
i am laughing.
i am happy.
i am getting closer and closer with Jesus.
i am learning that i don't have it all figured out.
i can look in the mirror and be happy  thrilled about what i see.
i am blessed with the best best friend on the planet.
i have an amazing extended family.
i have the best grand parents.
i can sing even when i want to cry.
CRAZY because...
i am moving away from home in ten months.
i will be a legal adult in five.
i have had a pretty rough time with relationships, not necessarily guys either.
i am easily irritated with drama and im in high school- the stage drama.
i want to go to a school that is more expensive than my parents house.
i can only think about the fact that in 10 months im leaving my best friend.
i have too high of a guard up, yet at the same time let people walk all over me.
i am a girl.

But alright, through all of this i have had to remember one thing.
JESUS CHRIST.
He is so much bigger than heartless girls, immature boys, hard teachers, pointless arguments and college tuition.
HE IS BIGGER.
SO much bigger.
That's all for now folks.

Don't ever forget it.