tenth.

october. 

10. 

only two more months left. 

october. 

5. 

i can picture the hospital room like it was yesterday. 

october. 

fall & pumpkins. 

papers & projects. 

deadlines & internship. 

october. 

tomorrow we meet & i have just one favor. 

help me see beauty more than i did in september. 

help me believe in myself like i do others. 

but, september, thank you. 

thank you for the breakdowns and panic attacks. 

for the tears and times i locked myself in a bathroom stall just to be alone. 

thank you for the coffee with loved ones & prayers answered. 

but october, 

i promise to make the most of you. 

to sip on my lattes & turn in papers on time. 

to be fearless of hydroplaning but drive the speed limit

to capture moments that capture my attention &

to be fully here in 

october. 

thanks, September...you have shown me so much.