dependable, trust worthy, strong, smart and beautiful

High school so far has been full of ups and downs. 

It's been a journey to say the least. 

I've gone through heart break, back stabbing friends and disappointing mistakes. Through everyone of these hiccups there has been one thing that has been constant. 

Her name is Mary. 

I met her freshman year but did not really meet the real Mary till last year. 

I know that one year seems like nothing but this last year has been amazing. 

I went through a lot of hurt recently and i knew that i could call her and she would drop everything and be here for me. Even her boy friend brought be ice cream after a break up. 

She deserves the world, yet i know she doesn't think that. 

She is so giving and selfless that most people take advantage of her. This kills me. I know that feeling. The guilt slinks it's way into your thoughts and every emotion takes a hold of your heart leading to actions you wish you could take back. She gets walked all over and that is what hurts me. I hate watching her in pain. I hate it. Yes, i am exactly the same but watching from the outside is so much worse than being in hurt. 

I just hope that Mary knows how much i love her. 

No. 

I just adore her. 

I admire her. 

I love her. 

I look up to her. 

I pray for her. 

I laugh with her. 

I cry for her. 

I sing with her. 

I wish for her. 

I trust her. 

I hope that as she reads this she realizes that these are more than just words. 

This is my heart. 

This is the truth. 

You are worth more than tears, and more than living a life full of fears. 

i love you and i hope you know that!