apologies that hurt.
words that pierce.
tears that over flow.
NO more. No. More.
days i dread.
people i fear.
steps i retrace.
NO more. No. More.
thoughts never spoken.
dreams never lived.
hope never proven.
NO more. No. More.
wishes cut in two.
carelessness in full.
glances everywhere but here.
NO more. No. More.
truth twisted by lies.
smiles melting to tears.
friendship morphing into regret.
NO more. No. More.
I have been sitting here for about an hour now trying to find words.
Lately i just have been scared about my friend situation. I need more Christian friends, more people to help me with my walk and more people who care about living a godly life.
Well.
Thank you God for this...
This blog is about one of my dear friends.
Someone who i am not extremely close with but after watching her under pressure, i have come to love.
I dont understand how she does it.
She goes through so much, yet still is so amazing.
She is trustworthy/
But thats not the word i would pick if i had to describe her.
She is welcoming.
But that's not the word i would pick if i had to describe her.
She is confident.
But that is not the word i would pick if i had to describe her.
She is loud about her love for Christ Jesus.
But those are not the words i would pick if i had to describe her.
She is beautiful.
But thats not the word i would pick if i had to describe her.
She is strong.
But thats not the word i would pick if i had to describe her.
She is athletic.
But thats not the word i would pick if i had to describe her.
She is a blessing.
That is the word that i choose to describe her.
I have been so blessed to have her in my life the last 2 weeks. Yes, it has only been 2 weeks but she has shown me things about not only myself, but also about God, high school and happiness.
i hope she knows that she is valuable to me.
So valuable.
SO, kell.
I love you.
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