Do you ever wonder what God is thinking?
Why you go through certain trials or highs in life?
Do you ever wonder what you were thinking?
Ever just stop and look around and think, "wow- i am so blessed"?
Today has been one of those days.
Yes there are things in my life that at this very moment i would LOVE to get rid of- but at the same time i would not know what to do without.
My mom and i had a really long conversation this evening about a lot of stuff. We talked about boys, girls, church and college.
I love my mom so much and she is one of the things in life that i can not imagine not having.
Anyways, she really helped me see something today.
She explained to me that sometimes in any relationship, we are all tools. God uses us in the smallest or biggest ways possible. And in relationships where i may feel useless & unwanted- God knows that i am the perfect fit.
I sometimes forget that God is in control. I get so wrapped up in the hurt and in the drama of it all that i just want to scream, cry and give up. But i just am learning that God gives and God takes away & i need to just sit back, let Him take the wheel and really soak up life and the blessings and trials that come about.
So here is to the summer...no, just this next week.
To getting through it with a smile on my face & joy in my heart.
Here is to Joy when i can't see the light at the end of the tunnel.
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